I've spoken to Grandad today when I went with him to the doctors and explained what was discussed on here.
I've declined the money as suggested, which I think made him quite happy.
I've spoken with White Media and a couple of other wedding fayre organises, who have given me a list of forthcoming events. It's something I've been meaning to do for ages but kept putting it off due to confidence/would people take a 18 year old seriously. My websites sort of camouflage who I am.
I may have to borrow a small amount of money to fund the fayres, banners etc which I'll pay back when money starts coming in again.
If anything, I've realised that we're not all going to be millionaires. I'm a lot more well off than other folk (I don't mean financially but a roof over my head, good family etc)
One more question...
There is a small hotel (which is exactly like the Torque hotel in The Hotel series.) I don't think they have loads of functions on but a few. I don't really want to phone the hotel up and say 'hi, blardy blardy blar' because I'm rubbish at selling myself over the phone. If I could arrange a meeting, would it be insane to offer them £50 everytime they pass on/get me a booking?
Does anyone else offer incentives like that? Does it indicate that you're needy and desperate for work because you've been sacked and don't want to borrow from your Grandad?
Thanks again and sorry for sounding like a spoilt brat.